I probably shouldn't let myself get all excited, in case, as usual, things fall through...BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT...I think I can quit my awful awful awful awful job!

Also, last night was uber-fun. The Ring was great. I'm gonna go dance through my house some more.

I threw up when I got off the bus this evening. Aside from that very brief period, I felt fine all day.

I had pizza for dinner tonight, and I'm not at all happy about it. Better yet, I'll probably be yelled at for eating out again instead of saving my money. I don't see where I had a choice since there's no food in the house.

Grrrrrrrr.

Well, that wasn't a fun night.

Booo-urns.

I'm getting tired quickly. Today was okay. I was in the model units showing people around, and at least now I have some dim idea what things look like on-site. But I also had to deal with a thoroughly unpleasant Dutchman, not to mention a few other assorted crazies.

Only 5 more days to go until I actually get a break. Hopefully.

Well, so much for my day off. On the upside, I think it might pay off in the form of a job that isn't the worst one in the history of the world. Which is what I had before I worked on my day off. And which I still might have, unfortunately.

Also I learned something important today. Never ever put a mirror directly behind a toilet.

My new job sucks. But at least I get Fridays off! Wait, no I don't.

There's no way I can keep doing this job for more than a couple days. It's horrid. Horrid horrid Horrid. Boring. Just ugh.

ooooh....i'm like totally posting on gord's site.

so now i can spill all his dirty little secrets.

he's not gay.

he wears socks.

dammit...he doesn't seem to have any dirty little secrets so i'll have to make some up.

he's a spy. for the germans. a german spy.

he once ate 14 pizzas at one sitting.

he's a pimp. he licked a tai hor.

he drinks liquid paper.

that's about it.

for now.

hasta luego.

Look at me update. It's oh so fun.
Wheee!

Perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
Forgot how it feels, well almost
No one to blame always the same
Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do

Covered in hope and vaseline
Still cannot fix this broken machine
Watching the hole it used to be mine
Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
Of the trust I will betray
Give it to me, I throw it away
After everything I've done I hate myself for what I've become

It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do

I tried
I gave up
Throw it away

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what i believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do

No work -> Too much work
No jobs -> Too many jobs

I'd just like something halfway between the two. Oh well, I've got a day or two off, and I intend to enjoy it/them.

Sorta. Lousy Smarch weather. Hallowe'en was uber-fun. Work isn't. It's quite suboodularly fun.